Hello there everyone!

Published May 18, 2012 by diaperedgirl

Hey everyone, I’m trying my first hand at blogging, so I thought I would do something fun, weird, and interesting! I suppose a little bit about me is in order. I’m 24 year old woman who recently graduated from college. I like to go on adventures and try new things! So a few months ago, I was playing Truth or Dare with some online people, and I got dared to wear/wet diapers for a while. Crazy, I know, but after a week or so, it began to feel quite normal. In fact, they are rather nice. So when thinking about a topic for a blog, I figured, why not chronicle my experiences in diapers.

I decided I would do a day to day blog on my life in diapers, and maybe even toss some reviews of different diapers in there. :) I guess this will be an adventure in itself, being in diapers all the time and telling the world about it, hee hee. This is my first time though so please be gentle ;) Comments, suggestions, or ideas are always welcome, just keep them nice. I hope you keep reading and that I get to hear from some of you! <3

Very soon!

Published September 11, 2014 by diaperedgirl

Hey there everyone! I hope you are all doing well. I know things have been busy and crazy on my end, and I hope to catch you up with this post :) Recently I went on a backpacking trip to Colorado. It was absolutely fun, though I have to say, might not be able to do that so well once I’m in diapers full-time. Just the issue of carrying all the diapers used and not in and out of the park. I went on this trip over labor day weekend with a good friend of mine and my girlfriend. While we had fun in general, the trip showed some flaws/issues my girlfriend and I have in our relationship. It really made me question whether we should be together or not.

We ended up getting together at the beginning of last weekend to talk about it all. It was a long conversation, and not a fun one, but I think it was one we both needed. While you can never know for sure how a relationship will turn out, we’ve decided to give things a little longer before any big decisions are made, so we shall see how that goes. In the mean time, we’re going to do our best to enjoy our time together, and communicate the best we can.

Now I’m sure many of you are excited for me to get back to diapers, and rightly so, after all it starts very soon…. only 12 more days! It would seem it is probably a good idea I get back in to diapers soon with an experience I had recently. Last week, a friend of mine was celebrating her birthday, so after work I joined her at a bar she wanted to go to. I definitely had a lot of fun, and a few drinks. Had to use the bathroom a couple times which was fine, until I had to go at the end, right when they told everyone they needed to leave. On top of that, another person needed a ride home, so here I was needing to pee and giving someone a ride home too. I ended up getting them home just fine, and got back to my place, or at least the parking lot… As it was I ended up losing control after I got out of my car. I didn’t expect anything like this at my age, at least not until diaper training had been underway, but I wet my pants right there in the parking lot… I’m just glad it was late at night and I was alone. I was sooooo embarassed. Due to that happening, you can see why I’d be thinking it’s good I’m getting ready to be back in diapers full-time.

I did get my order in for my first case of diapers, which did arrive yesterday. For those that are wondering, I did decide to go with Absorbency Plus, Level 4 diapers as my diaper of choice. (http://www.xpmedical.com/absorbency_plus.html) At this time I will be wearing just these ones, day and night. I’m hoping it will work out rather well without being too hard to hide. :) I am still in the preparation stages for this though, and will be ordering a mattress cover soon so I don’t have to worry about night time leaks.

At this time the original plan is to stay in diapers for 6 months while trying to make myself completely bladder incontinent. I will be attempting that by making sure I drink lots of liquids day and night to help practice keeping my bladder relaxed, while staying in extra absorbent diapers to ensure my confidence in my diapers. I am still looking at hypnosis to help aid in becoming incontinent, but don’t have anything picked up/figured out for certain. After talking to my girlfriend about this previously, she did mention liking the idea of my staying in diapers beyond the 6 months. At one point she said “If you end up enjoying it, why stop?”, so she seems to like the idea of me remaining in diapers.

Now that also depends on a few things. If we end up breaking up, then I’m not sure I will continue with this, or at least not beyond the 6 or so months. Part of the reason I decided to do it (not the entire reason, just part), was that she liked the idea of me going back to diapers. Another thing is that while doing my best to save up money while still having a little fun, money may be tight. If it comes down to it, I may need to stop if finances do become an issue. That being said, we can hope for the best, and I hope to have you all with me on this journey to diaper dependence.

Have a great day, and stay awesome! <3

A wee bit curious

Published August 13, 2014 by diaperedgirl

As we get closer and closer to my starting time to be back in diapers 24/7 and to start my diaper training, I’ve been thinking a lot about it. Obviously I’ll be in diapers all the time, with the intent of becoming bladder incontinent, just like my girlfriend wants. I’ve been wondering how long it’ll go for though. I know on one hand I shouldn’t worry about it, and it would be better to just let things happen, but I do wonder… I’m curious what you think though.

  • How long do you think I’ll be in diapers?
  • How long do you think it’ll be until I am wetting the bed every night?
  • How long until I need diapers during the day?
  • How long do you think I should remain incontinent?
  • If/when I attempt pottytraining again, how long do you think it will take?
  • Do you think there is a risk of becoming stuck in diapers?

I hope to come up with other interesting things to write about soon. Also, I am looking to order my first case of diapers to start up my supply soon. :)

Going forward

Published August 2, 2014 by diaperedgirl

Good morning everyone! I hope this post finds you doing well. I’ve had a decent amount going on in my life, so let me tell you all about it. :) 

I just started my new job 2 weeks ago, but am still in training. So far it’s an awesome company with great people. I think overall it’s going to be a great experience for me. This Monday, I decided it was time for me to try wearing diapers to my new job since I’ll be in them soon enough. (Less than two months!) Being that it was an 8.5 hour day, I made sure I was in a nice dry diaper before leaving, and took two of them with me.

Soon after getting to work I was a little wet. I was surprised though, that even in a new work environment with new people, I did a good job at keeping my bladder relaxed so it would just flow as I needed to go. Around lunch time, I did need to change, and I had had no leaks. Needless to say I was very happy with that. I did get to change right before lunch too. There is music playing in the bathrooms, so that helps hide the sound of the crinkle of my diapers or the tapes being pulled away. 

The rest of my day in diapers didn’t go quite as well. Although I did do a good job of keeping my bladder relaxed, I was not a good judge of how much I had to drink while at work… unfortunately, my diaper did leak a bit, but not a bunch. On the plus side though, I was wearing black pants, so the wet spots didn’t show! So thankful for that. I ended up not having a chance to change before leaving, so I decided I’d just change when I got home. 

After getting home without incident, I started thinking through a few things. I’ve been talking with my girlfriend about me becoming incontinent. She had told me she liked the idea of me being completely incontinent (bladder and bowels), but only wanted me to if I was comfortable with the idea. With that in mind, I decided to try messing my diapers. Though I did it and I didn’t mind the feeling too much, it still felt kind of awkward. To me, I don’t think I could become bowel incontinent without something such as hypnosis reinforcing that that’s how I’m supposed to be. Maybe someday, but at this point, I think I’ll just be becoming bladder incontinent. I’m hoping that retaining bowel control won’t impede me becoming completely bladder incontinent. 

As it is, not including today, I only have 52 days before I need to be in diapers 24/7 and will start thinking of myself as being completely bladder incontinent. Still trying to save up money to make sure I can do that, and I’m hoping that won’t be an issue. I know I still have a lot to do to prepare including getting a supply of diapers on hand, getting a plastic mattress cover, getting some plastic panties, and potentially a diaper pail. I don’t know about all of you, but I’m getting excited to start my diaper training adventure with my mommy. *giggles*

A request for help!

Published July 8, 2014 by diaperedgirl

As you all know from my previous posts, I’m a very happy lady with a loving girlfriend. One that seems to be switching over to the roll of mommy. As it is, it is certain at this point that I will be returning to diapers 24/7 in September if not sooner. At this point, I will only be wetting my diapers. I may try going #2 depending on my lady friend’s thoughts, but that’s up in the air. A big part of when I start and how much I wear before then is money. I am planning to save up money so I can afford them for those 6 months or so when it finally begins, but one of you lovely fans did propose an idea. 

I know if the past some of you have donated diapers to me, and it has been very appreciated. If any of you would be open to donating to this little diaper girl again, I would greatly appreciate it, and it would get me back in diapers more often and potentially sooner.

More diapers = More time in diapers = More posts about my diaper adventures and diaper training progress.

Now I know not all of you can give or would even want to, and I understand, but for those of you who are considering it, think about it, you get to make sure a cute lil girl stays in her diapers *giggles* 

If you would be interested in sending me anything or working something out with me for diapers, you can comment here, or message me on yahoo. I’ll try to check my e-mail more if you want to send something there as well, though I don’t check it often (my bad). Hope to hear from some of you soon! <3

Wow…. that was unexpected…

Published July 6, 2014 by diaperedgirl

Last I posted, I told you how my girlfriend and I were going to talk about me trying diapers, and get her thoughts on me in them. Since then we’ve hung out a few times, and I’ve learned quite a few things about her. :)

I was nervous about being in diaper in front her so the first thing I did after getting home was take a nice relaxing bath. After that, I put a diaper on (one of the Absorbency Plus diapers) along with some sleeping shorts and a shirt. I was nervous to say the least about my girlfriend coming over and seeing me like that. When she arrived and I answered the door, she didn’t say anything about, but I suppose she couldn’t see my diapers. She could definitely HEAR them though. For most of the early part of the evening, everything went like normal, we watched a movie, cuddled, and she did grope my butt, though she didn’t say anything about it yet.

After the movie was over, we started to talk more about it. She told me how she liked the submissive aspect of me being in diapers, and even potentially using them. She seemed to be ok with me being in them, so I figured I needed to ask her something. I went ahead and asked if she wanted to see me in diaper, to which she responded yes. Nervously, I went ahead and removed my shorts, exposing my crinkly (yet dry) diaper. She immediately told me I looked all cute, sexy, and adorable. At that moment, I was really happy, thinking “Maybe she would even kind of like me staying in diapers”.

As the night went on, we kept talking about it. She told me she liked it for a few reasons, one being that if I was wearing diapers/being a baby, she would get to take care of “her little girl”. She liked how extra cuddly I was that night as well. We continued to talk about the idea/plan for me to be in diapers from the beginning of Fall to the end of Winter, and she definitely seemed on board with that idea. We also spoke briefly about titles, dom/sub, big/little, mommy/baby girl. Since she had already started calling me “baby girl”, I went ahead and called her “mommy” to which she started to give me more kisses and cuddling. :) I ended up falling asleep snuggled up to her while sucking on my thumb that night.

That’s not the end of this post though! In the following days, we talked a bit more about me being in diapers, actually using my diapers, her being my mommy, etc. We decided that next time we hung out, I’d be in a diaper again, and try using them, with her there with me, to be supportive. We were also going to try a few other things.

That night, when she came over, I was already in my diaper, but this time in jeans and a t-shirt. When she came in, she asked made comments about me being “her cute baby girl”. After telling her I was diapered already and a quick inspection, it was determined that my diaper wasn’t visible under my jeans. With that confirmed we headed back out the door to the store. We had decided if we were going to try the whole idea of me being her “baby girl”, perhaps we needed to try a few other things with it.

At the store, we immediately headed to the baby section. Once we were there, we started looking at different baby bottles and pacifiers. We ended up deciding on some pacifiers with cute kitties on them, and a 3-pack of bottles. One has giraffes :) After deciding which ones to get, we made our purchase and headed back to my place.

After getting back, I filled up one of the bottles and stuck one of the pacifiers in my mouth. When she saw me, she told me I was all sorts of extra adorable and ruffled my hair. We sat down to play Mario Party 8 on the Wii. Although the CPU were being a bunch of jerks (I swear they were cheating), we were having a lot of fun. After a while, I needed to go, so I relaxed and wet my diaper. At that point, I nervously told her that I had “Done something new…”, to which she responded about how I was such a good little girl. That she was proud of me, and she started giving me kisses.

After a little makeout session, we decided to cuddle and watch some Netflix. While she held me in her arms, I drank from my bottle and enjoyed watching Supernatural. :) After we had our cuddle time, we decided to go to bed. I was waiting for her to come to bed, and when she did, she brought me my pacifier. I started happily sucking on it, and we started talking again. This time we talked about ways I could be her babygirl including being fed or changed. We also talked a bit more about me going to diapers 24/7. She told me she really liked the idea and supported. She even liked the idea of me becoming dependent on my diapers.

At this point, I know she’d like to explore more ways that I can be her baby girl, she wants to see my “diaper training” progress towards diaper dependence, she wants to take care of me, feed me, and change my diapers. For me, I’m happy I found someone so awesome and open minded, and hope that we continue to enjoy our time together, have many adventures together, and grow in wonderous ways. <3

An exciting update! <3

Published June 30, 2014 by diaperedgirl

All sort of things I want to tell you all about and ask you in this post! First of all… my lady friend and I are officially dating as of last Thursday! It’s been a long time since I’ve been in a relationship, so I’m nervous, but super excited! She and I have been talking about all sorts of things including planning a camping trip sometime, or even something as simple as cuddling up while watching a movie. She bought me flowers this weekend, which was very sweet of her. <3 Though something I’m sure you all have been wondering about is the whole diaper thing with me dating her. Well I will be having another post later this week to update you on that. She and I have been chatting about it, about what I’ve seen online, what people have suggested to me. Everything from wearing diapers for comfort, to actively becoming incontinent, or even being babied. I know she is a bit of a dominant herself, liking to be in control, and she seems to like a submissive me, but she wants to talk about this in more detail on Tuesday. On top of our chat on Tuesday, I’ll be trying one of my sample diapers that I got with her around. She wants to know how I look in them, what it feels like to grab my butt, etc, hee hee.

Something else I thought you all might find interesting is the current condition of my bladder control. As you all know, for the most part I’ve been out of diapers. Only in them on rare occasions. While on my trip to Vegas, we were out partying late, sometimes didn’t get all that much sleep. One night (well technically morning :P ), I woke up in the early hours only to realize I was wetting myself! Keep in mind I haven’t wet in my sleep in months upon months. Once I realized what was happening, I stopped. Luckily I hadn’t wet too much, that and since it was a hotel, they cleaned the sheets and everything while we were gone! Makes you wonder how quickly things will regress when I return to full-time diapers…

Speaking of returning to full-time diapers, I’d like to give you an update on the plan for that. :) Since the suggestion was for me to wear diapers from Fall through Winter, I figured I’d go by the astronomical calendar. According to that then, I will start wearing diapers 24/7 again on September 23 and stay in them through March 20, approximately 6 months. During that time, I will be in diapers full-time, no exceptions. The goal for this one is to end up losing control at night. To do that I want to wear some of the thicker/more absorbent diapers so I can feel confident in my diapers.

I’ve had a few suggestions as to how to help make this happen, and I would love to hear what all of you think of the ideas, or if you have any of your own. One this was to make sure I’m drinking lots of liquids to ensure wetting myself a lot and to make sure I drink cranberry juice before bed. Another suggestion was to find a hypnosis file I like and start using it on a regular occasion. Last, but not least, I had someone suggest I start a diaper diary. Start keeping track of how noticeable it is when I wet myself, when I need to change myself, and also keeping track of if I go in my sleep or not. That way I would have written records of my progress towards diaper dependence.

If there is anything you’d like to see/hear about on here, let me know!

Love you all and hope you’re having a wonderful summer!

Trying the 24/7… and more newness

Published June 26, 2014 by diaperedgirl

It has been a while with getting ready for my trip this summer… I know it can be frustrating when I don’t post when I say I will, but I can’t stop the internet from going out on me unfortunately, but I do have quite a bit to tell all of you about. I did get a chance to try one of the Dry 24/7’s I got in my sample pack finally! After chatting with a few of you, I decided to try the Dry 24/7 with 2 thinner diapers as boosters. Even dry all that was very bulky, haha. To make sure I was able to use the diapers to their fullest, I started drinking a lot of water. Throughout the night, I drank around 120oz of water, but I think that may of been my undoing.

First of all the Dry 24/7 was very comfy, though a little noisy, but not terribly so. While very bulky with the 2 extra diapers in there, I think with the right outfits, I could get away with a Dry 24/7 on its own. As the night went on, I continued to wet my diapers at a quick rate. In the first few hours, it was absorbed up all nice and wonderfully. No leaks or anything, but it really started to bulk up a bit. By the time I went to bed that night, I was very wet, but it still wasn’t showing through on the Dry 24/7, but seemed to be getting a little wet around the leg holes. I decided to put on a pair of plastic pants just to ensure I wouldn’t leak in the night and went to bed. I ended up sleep well…. for a while, but woke up in the middle of the night. Like normal, I just let it go and tried to go back to sleep… but that’s when I noticed the bed was getting wet. It seemed I had oversoaked my diapers, but when I looked at them in the light, the front/back of the Dry 24/7 weren’t even soaked.

My guess is that the inner diapers didn’t distribute the wetness to the Dry 24/7 properly, causing the leak. Just means I need to try again, but with just the Dry 24/7, we shall see how that one goes. I haven’t had much time to really try out the other yet, but I will soon, and I’ll let you all know how those ones work for me. If you have any others you think I should try I’d love to know. I’m also looking at some cloth diapers from a website that was suggested to me. They are a bit pricey $35-40 a piece, so I want to make sure I get the right ones if I do. My biggest problem though, is there are so many different designs! Which ones do you think would be cutest?

http://www.dependeco-adult-diapers.com/catalog.php?all=yes

Aside from diaper adventures, I recently got back from Las Vegas. I went to the Electric Daisy Carnival, and even though it was at night, there is no way I could’ve gone to that diapered. Way too hot! It was a wonderful time filled with dancing, good food, great music, and new/fun people. :) I was in Vegas for 5 days, and hope to be able to go back someday.

Even more exciting though, I met a pretty lady through Facebook recently. A few weeks back we decided to hang out, and we hit it off. Since then we’ve hung out a few times, and even spent the day together after I got back from Vegas. She is pretty cool and is open about a lot of things. A lot of time we just ask each other questions back and forth or talk about adventures. One such thing that I had mentioned to her, was that I had suggested to me for an adventure was to wear diapers 24/7 from Fall through Winter coming up, to which she responded that if I was curious she thought I should go ahead an try it. She thought it sounded interesting and it would allow her to test her theory that I would look cute/sexy no matter what I wore. XD Apparently tt is possible to find people who are ok with diapers. At least it seems like it so far, but we shall see how it goes when it happens.

<3 <3 <3

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