We all have our own adventures, our own ups and downs in all aspects of my life. Sometimes our lives are filled with more adventure than others. Some days we hope and dream for more adventures, while other days we wish to take a step back, to take a chance to breathe.
Lately it’s been crazy with all the work and adventures. Trying to move up at work, trying to set up dates with a cute lady, planning for trips, figuring out where I’m going in life, and so much more! I was hoping upon hoping that I had finally found someone special, but it would seem it was not meant to be. We had a lovely date, going out to eat at a Thai restaurant. We both had said we had a good time, but over time we were speaking less and less. More recently she told me she wanted to stay friends… but she had found someone else. For a while I felt rather down, but then I realized, I’ve been through this before, it’s nothing new. Besides, if she is not the one, then I just need to keep looking, to find someone better!
To that regard, I know many of you would like to see me find someone who likes me in diapers, so I figure I’ll give it a shot. If you know good dating sites that a young lesbian could find a girlfriend who wants her staying in diapers, then let me know, and I’ll give it a shot! Now I don’t have the time to create/manage scores of online dating profiles, so make sure you’re giving me my best options. ;)
Lately I visited Chicago again, this time over the St. Patrick’s Day weekend. It was a blast! I got to see friends, see new sites, make new friends, and go on many adventures. I got to stay with a friend which made the trip MUCH cheaper. I spent a lot of time with said friend, and we went from friends, to great friends I think ^_^
I’m still holding the pattern that every time I visit my friends in Chicago, I leave after making more friends. I may of even found a potential roommate if I can find a job in Chicago. :) One interesting thing though was the trip back. Since I was traveling over night, I slept on the way. My sleep was intermittent throughout the travel, but later into the night, I fell into a deeper sleep, where I had a few dreams. A few were non-sensical like many dreams, but one stood out.
In this dream someone (no idea who it was), was telling me that I needed “baby training”. I was confused as to what that was going to entail, or why I needed this. Almost instantly though, I found myself in thick diapers, with a pacifier in my mouth. I don’t recall if I used my diaper in the dream or if anything else happened, but that part stuck with me after waking up. I decided then, after I got home to put a diaper on again.
Here I am then, sitting in a recently wet diapers, writing this new post. I’m just trying to figure out where to go from here. On one hand, I could just do as I have been, putting on a diaper if I really feel the urge to, or I could try to make them more of a part of my day-to-day life again. I’m not to sure. What I can say though is this, I have loved being able to have a place to blog my thoughts and adventures, and I have greatly missed all of your feedback. Anything you want to say in response to this, I’d be happy to see, whether it be comments, suggestions, or even questions, have at it, and have a good day! <3