Last I posted, I told you how my girlfriend and I were going to talk about me trying diapers, and get her thoughts on me in them. Since then we’ve hung out a few times, and I’ve learned quite a few things about her. :)
I was nervous about being in diaper in front her so the first thing I did after getting home was take a nice relaxing bath. After that, I put a diaper on (one of the Absorbency Plus diapers) along with some sleeping shorts and a shirt. I was nervous to say the least about my girlfriend coming over and seeing me like that. When she arrived and I answered the door, she didn’t say anything about, but I suppose she couldn’t see my diapers. She could definitely HEAR them though. For most of the early part of the evening, everything went like normal, we watched a movie, cuddled, and she did grope my butt, though she didn’t say anything about it yet.
After the movie was over, we started to talk more about it. She told me how she liked the submissive aspect of me being in diapers, and even potentially using them. She seemed to be ok with me being in them, so I figured I needed to ask her something. I went ahead and asked if she wanted to see me in diaper, to which she responded yes. Nervously, I went ahead and removed my shorts, exposing my crinkly (yet dry) diaper. She immediately told me I looked all cute, sexy, and adorable. At that moment, I was really happy, thinking “Maybe she would even kind of like me staying in diapers”.
As the night went on, we kept talking about it. She told me she liked it for a few reasons, one being that if I was wearing diapers/being a baby, she would get to take care of “her little girl”. She liked how extra cuddly I was that night as well. We continued to talk about the idea/plan for me to be in diapers from the beginning of Fall to the end of Winter, and she definitely seemed on board with that idea. We also spoke briefly about titles, dom/sub, big/little, mommy/baby girl. Since she had already started calling me “baby girl”, I went ahead and called her “mommy” to which she started to give me more kisses and cuddling. :) I ended up falling asleep snuggled up to her while sucking on my thumb that night.
That’s not the end of this post though! In the following days, we talked a bit more about me being in diapers, actually using my diapers, her being my mommy, etc. We decided that next time we hung out, I’d be in a diaper again, and try using them, with her there with me, to be supportive. We were also going to try a few other things.
That night, when she came over, I was already in my diaper, but this time in jeans and a t-shirt. When she came in, she asked made comments about me being “her cute baby girl”. After telling her I was diapered already and a quick inspection, it was determined that my diaper wasn’t visible under my jeans. With that confirmed we headed back out the door to the store. We had decided if we were going to try the whole idea of me being her “baby girl”, perhaps we needed to try a few other things with it.
At the store, we immediately headed to the baby section. Once we were there, we started looking at different baby bottles and pacifiers. We ended up deciding on some pacifiers with cute kitties on them, and a 3-pack of bottles. One has giraffes :) After deciding which ones to get, we made our purchase and headed back to my place.
After getting back, I filled up one of the bottles and stuck one of the pacifiers in my mouth. When she saw me, she told me I was all sorts of extra adorable and ruffled my hair. We sat down to play Mario Party 8 on the Wii. Although the CPU were being a bunch of jerks (I swear they were cheating), we were having a lot of fun. After a while, I needed to go, so I relaxed and wet my diaper. At that point, I nervously told her that I had “Done something new…”, to which she responded about how I was such a good little girl. That she was proud of me, and she started giving me kisses.
After a little makeout session, we decided to cuddle and watch some Netflix. While she held me in her arms, I drank from my bottle and enjoyed watching Supernatural. :) After we had our cuddle time, we decided to go to bed. I was waiting for her to come to bed, and when she did, she brought me my pacifier. I started happily sucking on it, and we started talking again. This time we talked about ways I could be her babygirl including being fed or changed. We also talked a bit more about me going to diapers 24/7. She told me she really liked the idea and supported. She even liked the idea of me becoming dependent on my diapers.
At this point, I know she’d like to explore more ways that I can be her baby girl, she wants to see my “diaper training” progress towards diaper dependence, she wants to take care of me, feed me, and change my diapers. For me, I’m happy I found someone so awesome and open minded, and hope that we continue to enjoy our time together, have many adventures together, and grow in wonderous ways. <3