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Heading back in… with a plan!

Published July 20, 2015 by diaperedgirl

Hey everyone! I know it has been a long time, and I do apologize for being out of touch. With summer around, I have rarely been in diapers, and as such haven’t really had much if anything to write about. I’m writing this post though, to let everyone know that soon I will be returning to full-time diapers. I don’t make this decision lightly, it is something I have been thinking about, and I really think it would be for the best. As of August 31, the first day of class starting back up, I will be in diapers full-time, no longer using the toilet except for going #2.

Lately I’ve been using the Tranquility brand, trying both the Slimline and the ATNs. While both are nice, due to the additional bulk, I think once I’ve used them up, I will stick with the Tranquility Slimlines. Have any of you used them before? While I do have some clothes that work with these diapers, since this is going to be more than just a few weeks in diapers, I plan on also doing some clothes shopping to work over my wardrobe. I figure I’ll get a few skirts/dresses that go well with them, but mainly making sure my jeans/pants will not show off my diapers.

I suppose though, you are all wondering why I’m choosing to go back, especially since I haven’t posted lately. Diapers have done a number of things for me. They make it easier to relax, even when I’m already relaxing, especially when playing videogames or watching Netflix. They are also just very soft and comfy whether when walking around or laying in bed. A big thing though is while I was taking my class last spring, I came to the realization that being in diapers when in class and when doing homework helped me concentrate more. Not having to think about or worry about when I needed to pee made things easier, if even just for a little bit. I figure if not thinking about when I go or holding it helps, then the best way to make that happen is to stay diapered all the time. This will allow both my body and mind to more easily/quickly get used to just going automatically.

With such a goal in mind, I figure seeking bladder incontinence is best. I know I’ve mentioned this before, but I think the best I can do to make this happen is not to necessarily concentrate on the goal, but to let things happen. Now that won’t mean just hoping I magically become incontinent, but just doing what I can to make going as easy as possible for me. One simple thing is to just drink lots of liquids, since lots of liquids means peeing more, means more practice for my body in just letting it happen. One new thing that I figured I’d give a shot, was something I found online. I’ll try drinking at least half a liter of a diuretic liquid. Now I know from reading things online, that using diuretics/laxatives too much can cause issues, so I was looking at natural diuretics as teas like Hawthorn. If what is stated in the above link on is true, I could start becoming a regular bedwetter within a month.

Overall, I’m nervous about school starting back up, but I  hope and think that doing this will help. Outside of school, I am rather happy at the idea of being back in diapers, especially if it helps me. Hope you’re all doing well! <3

A short adventure

Published February 12, 2015 by diaperedgirl

Good evening everyone! I hope you’re all doing well with this wintry season.

I don’t know about you all, but I’ve been busy with work and social life, trying to have fun and all. :) I  haven’t had any more accidents like I was having before, though I’ve been thinking about going back to diapers for a bit. With that thought in mind, I decided to check to see what I have, and it looks like I have just under 40 Absorbency Plus diapers. The only issue with that, is if I’m in them 24/7 for this little adventure, I would need to wait a couple of weeks, until I’ve had the chance to finish some races I’m doing (running). The other option is stay in them whenever feasible with life. So wearing them 24/7 except when it doesn’t work, such as when going to a race.

Either way it wouldn’t last too long. If I used about 3 per day, I could get about 12 or 13 days out of them. Not a long time by comparison to what I’ve done before, but not a really short time either. What do you think would be better? Stay diapered when I can, or wait until I can stay 24/7?

<3 <3 <3

Happy Holidays

Published December 23, 2014 by diaperedgirl

I hope the holiday season finds everyone doing well. I myself am spending time with family out in California. As fun as it sounds to wake up Christmas morning in diapers and some cuddly footed pajamas, being with family makes that very hard. Hopefully I can still have fun. :-)

Thanks to moostermiley though, I now have some Absorbency Plus diapers. I just got them before I left on vacation though. I’ll probably wear them once I get home.

I wish you all a happy holiday and a wonderful new year! <3

Well Hello Again!

Published November 23, 2014 by diaperedgirl

I hope everyone is doing well. I know it has been quite a while since I’ve posted anything here.

As you know, around the breakup with my now ex-girlfriend, I stopped wearing diapers. I didn’t wear them at night, I didn’t wear them during the day, or anything. All in all, I just stopped being in them… until now.

I recently went through a surgery (Nothing crazy, I’m still ok :) ), after which, I was on some heavy pain meds. For anyone who has been under general anesthesia or even high end pain meds like Hydrocodone, you know they make you feel tired, lethargic, and can have an overall blah effect. Those meds along with having to stay hydrated during recovery cause me to need to pee a LOT. I’m talking about at least once every hour! This included at night, waking up almost every hour on the hour having to go to the bathroom…

Due to this, once I got home to my place, I felt it would be a good idea to return to diapers for the time being. For the first day or so, I was in diapers 24/7 so I wouldn’t need to worry about anything. As I got off the stronger meds, I weaned back to just diapers at night, so when I woke up in pain and/or needing to go to the bathroom, it wouldn’t be a problem. As I get closer to getting back to work, I realized I don’t have the same freedom to just get up and go to the bathroom whenever I need it. For this reason, for at least the first week, I will be wearing diapers to work as well.

I’m not for certain how long this will last, whether it be night diapers or diapers at work. It’s kind of interesting though, that by me being in diapers beforehand and by that, having diapers on hand, I found an easier way to deal with recovery. Even if it does mean an unrelated surgery put me back in diapers, lol.

Hope you all have a happy and healthy holiday! <3

All Things Come to an End

Published October 20, 2014 by diaperedgirl

This last week has been one full of a lot of emotions, stress, and frustrations. In some ways, diapers makes it easier, because I have one less thing to worry about, I can just let go. In other ways it can make things harder when you’re worried about diapers being noticed, whether it’s the smell or the bulk. Or the worry about being able to change when you need to. Due to that, I had reduced my time in diapers over the past week, until eventually I wasn’t in them at all. I know that is the opposite of what I said I’d be looking to do, but let me give you an idea of has been going on.

Lately I’ve been stressed at work about a number of things include, but not limited to financial issues, my injured ankle (from my trip to Colorado), and problems with my girlfriend. It’s hard to force ones self to make more money, but you can try to budget better, which I have been trying for. In some regard savings are building up, but it never seems to be fast enough, or in large enough amounts of money.

I hurt my ankle on labor day weekend in Colorado. It’s not broken or anything, but it’s strained bad enough that I can’t do a lot of active things I like to do, that help me deal with stress. From biking, to workout classes, to dancing. All of these things are difficult if not impossible due to the pain. All I can do with that unfortunately, is to take care of my ankle and hope it heals up quickly.

Then to the biggest thing on my mind lately, my girlfriend and I… we’ve been dating since late June, and we’ve definitely had lots of fun together. Hanging out, going on trips, playing videogames, cooking, I love it. We’ve had a blast doing all the things we’ve done. Have we disagreed? Fought? Yea, I mean, who a hasn’t? We always got past it though. The real issue ended up being something completely different. She is, and has been madly in love with me. It’s obvious in what she tells me, her actions, and more. The issue is, I only see her as a friend. As much as I care about her, love spending time with her, I am not now nor have I  been romantically attracted to her. With the drastic difference in how we felt for each other, I knew it couldn’t last nor end well. After thinking about it a lot, I decided we needed to talk.

I invited her over this last Saturday and we talked about us. Although we both want to try to stay friends, we have broken up at this point. I had a number of friends who have been there for me since the breakup happened, which has helped a lot, but right now, I’m just trying to organize my life, figure things out, and see where things go. I don’t think I’ll be posting for a while, especially since I won’t be in diapers often if at all.

You are all always welcome to message me on yahoo messenger or send me emails at Perhaps someday I’ll be back in diapers full-time, or perhaps not, but we never can truly know what the future holds. We just need to ride things out, see what happens, and make the best of it. <3

Everything so far

Published October 9, 2014 by diaperedgirl

As of today, it has been a little over 2 weeks since I’ve been back in diapers full-time. Now while I have had every intent to be in diapers 24/7, whether day or night, alone, with family or friends, a few snags have popped up in that plan. The first weekend of being back in diapers, I had a few hours where I was out of diapers. I had done this because I had been invited to participate in a photoshoot. Traditionally I may of been able to get away with thinner diapers like Goodnites pullups or something else, but due to the nature of the shoot, it was either no diapers at all or resign to having them be very obvious. Other than that though, I’ve been doing my best to stay in diapers 24/7 even when I have gone to the doctor’s office.

Another issue I’ve been running across, is the smell. The diapers I use are wonderful and hold a lot, but due to that, I’m in them a longer period of time. With being in them so long (sometimes upwards of 12 hours), the smell becomes very noticeable. While no one has outright said something about a strange smell or anything smelling bad, I notice as time goes on, that the smell is VERY apparent to me. I can only assume that some people that are near me notice it too. The last thing I want is for this to become an issue at work or when around my family.

On top of that, I am finding that I don’t always want to be in diapers. Some days I just want to be naked at home, other days I want to wear panties. This can either be just a desire to wear panties or to wear outfits that diapers just don’t work with, which tend to be my more fitted outfits.

Some positive things though, I am very thankful for being in diapers when I’m busy, especially at work. It makes it a lot easier when I can stay relaxed and not worry about the bathroom. They are also wonderful when I’m relaxing at home, or just waking up in the morning. Wetting myself is getting easier and easier, though I still don’t wet in my sleep. It has only been 2 weeks though, so we shall see what happens there.

With these issues, I’m not sure how long I will continue this time. If this will go for the full 6 months, or not. While being in diapers does have its upsides, the downsides are there too. This will be something I’ll be thinking more about as time goes on. I would love to hear your thoughts and feedback.

A Little Update

Published September 30, 2014 by diaperedgirl

Hi there everyone! ^_^

I haven’t been doing anywhere near as many updates as I’d like to, so I’ll give you a more comprehensive one this time. As of this morning, I’ve been back in diapers for a week. Overall it’s going well, and wetting myself is getting easier each and every time. At work, sometimes I just start to go when I’m sitting at my desk. Obviously sitting at my desk is a more relaxed state than walking or standing, so I believe it’s the first area I’ll notice it getting easier. It’s still a bit of a challenge to go when I’m moving around, though once I start, it does just come out.

The Absorbency Plus diapers definitely have their upsides, but also some downsides as well. It’s wonderful how absorbent they’ve been. I only use about 2 ever day. I usually put one on after showering when I get up. I then don’t need to change again until around halfway through my shift at work. That diaper I’ve been staying in till the next morning usually. Downside though is since they hold so much, they do bulk up a bit. On top of that, the smell does get a bit strong towards the end since at that point I’ve been in the same diaper for 8-12 hours depending on if it’s the one I wore to bed or not. So far though, no leaks, which is great! Even if they do happen though, I do have my mattress cover in place. :)

Overall lately, I’ve been spending time with my girlfriend, and things are going alright. We had a nice date over the weekend and saw the movie Maze Runner. I thought it was pretty awesome, and having a diaper on during the movie was great! A few weeks back, I’m also trying to build my savings back up, so I’ve been doing overtime at work. All those things have meant that I’ve been  more absent from the blog and my yahoo messenger. I do apologize about that, but I do plan on doing my best to keep in touch!

Have a great week! <3 <3 <3


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